MemphisMayfire13

You would not believe your eyes If ten million fireflies Lit up the world as I fell asleep 'Cause they'd fill the open air And leave tear drops everywhere You'd think me rude But I would just stand and stare I'd like to make myself believe That planet Earth turns slowly It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep 'Cause everything is never as it seems 'Cause I'd get a thousand hugs From ten thousand lightning bugs As they tried to teach me how to dance A foxtrot above my head A sock hop beneath my bed The disco ball is just hanging by a thread (Thread, thread...) I'd like to make myself believe That planet Earth turns slowl

No matter what I'll still care for I only have one heart and you cannot share. When I cried out for HELP You heard my quiet little yelp You rescued me For my wrists have started to bleed No matter what They say no one cares have you seen those dark awkward stares people laugh and make me wallow for there's so much more pills I may swallow Help! Help! does anyone hear my cries? That's just suicide in a dequise  

You've got me shaking from the way you're talking My heart is breaking but there's no use crying What a cyanide surprise you have left for my eyes If I had common sense I'd cut myself or curl up and die Sticks and stones could break my bones But anything you say will only fuel my lungs Don't mind us we're just spilling our guts If this is love I don't wanna be loved You pollute the room with a filthy tongue Watch me choke it down so I can throw it up. Don't mind us we're just spilling our guts If this is love I don't wanna be hanging by the neck Before an audience of death. You could be the corpse and I could be the killer If I could be t

Oh my God. Oh my God. If only he knew, If only he knew, If only he knew about the world without the bullshit and the lies, We could've saved him. They could've saved me. But instead I'm here drowning in my own fucking mind, And I'll be damned if you're the death of me. Blood and ink stain the walls. Silently with bloodied knuckles, I carry on Hoping it's not too wrong. You said the nights were far too long. 'Honey, it's just the start of it.' Oh my God. If only he knew. Oh my God. If only he knew. If only he knew! If only he knew. Just stand up and scream. The tainted clock is counting down. (Faster and fast!) You gave in to me. Would you

I am Not Insane not at all.. I hear certain things that make my skin crawl I hear them in my head Telling me that i should be dead When I tell people I'm Alright Inside I'm Thinking tonight's the night I hear these voices ever so often Telling me I should be in a coffin I don't feel like I'm insane I know I'm not normal If anything I'm quite dull. I have trouble falling to sleep. Because of all of the secrets I must Keep I lay in bed at night Trying to not be in fright I hear these voices every so often I ignore them I feel as they're trying to trigger something in me.. Hoping that it doesn't cause me to bleed. These voices have disappeared

Drip, Drip.. down a wrist it goes.. Drip Drip, down the drain She cuts to hide her pain she feels like nobody cares all she gets from them is awkward stares she lies on the floor.. just trying to ignore this living hell she tries to yell for help she couldn't make a single yelp she starves herself for goodness sake how many pills would it take to end her life is all she wants she is sick and tried of all these taunts people call her anorexic and ugly all she needs is someone to say "hug me" nobody at her school understands well, my dear just look at her hands they're down on the ground with the rest of her you could have prevented this from

Sad eyes, pale skin... Dark hair...... Is how I remember him........ He was the one... The one everyone was talking about.. The boy who killed himself.. He---- He was the one I-I loved.. One night he sent me a text and it read:   ============================================================================================ Hey..  I can't do this anymore.. I can hardly look at anyone. I  disappoint everyone.. Nobody sees I'm trying to ask for help.. They don't see I'm really depressed and I-I just want someone to care. I love you, you know this... You've helped a lot... I just can't deal with this shit anymore... I'm sorry you have to wake up t